不舍得

自从来了上海后好久没更新部落格了,现在要离开了,是时候把当下的感觉记起来了...记住了当下感觉与生活,未来就能回味回现在的感觉了..

时间像流水,匆匆的溜走,一去不复返...

只觉得十年前,我唯一可以浪费的就是时间,现在的我追着时间,十年后,我最需要的就是时间..

来了上海已经有六个星期了,感觉好像张开眼,到达了上海,泛了一眼,又将回到原始的现实世界-马来西亚..

再过2天就要去北京,然后回马来西亚了...

原本,应该去一个文化,语言完全不通的尔罗斯的,不过因为一些原因,最后就到了---上海

大概因为这语言通顺,文化还蛮接近的国家,所以在出发前没什么担心,带着真的很平常的心,搭上了那坐得腰酸背痛的air asia启程,飞了5小时多，来到这陌生的城市，看见了不一样的天空，开始了一个新,又不一样生活.

只能说,不舍得,这里的人,事,物...

在这里的日子,不是一般旅游的感觉,匆匆地来,匆匆地去,而是好像慢慢习惯了这城市的生活..

熟悉的搭地铁,公交车,走在人潮挤挤的地铁,街道上,出门,然后回家...

"南京东路到了,在坪地门完全打开后，请从左边车便下车，开门时请小心,注意脚下安全,"."we are now arriving at east nanjing road ".每天在地铁都会听见的,听得都几乎忘了怎样乘搭马来西亚的地铁了@@

在这里所认识了蛮多的朋友,有来自世界各国的,也有来自中国各地,上海的..一起生活,一起到处走,在一起的日子,一泛眼,就过了..

他们都很照顾我,不舍得离开也是因为这原因..这几天都在跟几位朋友做最后的道别..

道别真不好受,很不舍得的说..

总觉得,也许这一别,在这一生当中,不知道还有没有再见面的机会..

离开后,我又回到了另一个世界,好像发了一场梦一样,

梦醒了,又回到了那世界继续生活着..

这一别,不知道未来的我们会怎么样....

只能用"缘分"来形容...

它把不同世界,不同生活的你,两条平行线上行走的我们,有着交会的机会,让我们相遇在一起..很巧妙的,认识了,友情开始了..

再来也是"缘分",让我们再次回到没有你,我的生活里..

有个朋友说，在不舍得的情形下离开也许会是件好事，

让这份不舍得一直到永远，它会成为美好的回忆，

不要等到久了，倦了的时候才离开。。

感谢你们出现在我的人生里,添上了色彩,丰富了我的人生...

感谢你们，我生命中不一样的你们~

让它很不一样....

以后暮然回守,感谢你们的一切·..

这世界,还是很五彩缤纷的 ^^

想念你们..:)


等回到马来西亚整理好一切,有时间后,会回来更新在上海点点滴滴的..To be continue...

在一起的日子 ^^

在一起的日子 ^^

Braces 2

This is the third week after i wear on the braces.....

It actually not really pain like what i heard previously...haha..Touch wood ~~

The most trouble for me while wear the braces is i have to brush teeth very carefully everyday~

Dr said we have/must brush it in front mirror and take around 10 minutes to brush the teeth..

Maybe my brushes skill very good, or maybe I am very lazy, i only spend around 5 minutes to complete the process of brushes teeth every night..haha

One more thing is i have to silent while I eating because the food will stick on the braces alway~

It really ugly and trouble if the food stick on the braces and still talking wif friends~

So i am trying to improve my eating skill wif braces ~ hehe

Wish me success :)

But for now, put on the braces really doesn't bring any big trouble in my daily life..

Quite excited to feel and see that the teeth moving in my mouth~ lol..

2 years later, i will get off the braces ...

A great smile~~

Waiting for the day ♥

Braces smile 1 ~

Braces smile 2 ~

曾经

好久没坐在机车后座了...

刚才放了工,坐上了学姐的电单车,去了夜市..

坐在机车后座的我, 感觉好熟悉,回想到了那个曾几何时....

曾几何时,我也曾经像刚才那样坐在后座,只是前座是不一样的人,感觉....

曾几何时,喜欢坐在后座的那一小段日子,闻着前座骑着电单车被风吹来的味道..

曾几何时,那味道好熟悉....

慢慢的,他不再是前座,变成了在我的右手座..

那味道依然还是好熟悉..

但往事如烟,时光飞逝....

整个世界在变..

如今,景物尤在,人事已非,他已不再身边,

再也形容不出那味道,模糊了许多,许多....

Braces Treatment 1

Finally, i stepped out the first step to do the dental braces treatment.

I went to the orthodontist dental at pj yesterday and start my journey of braces treatment.

Actually mine upper teeth are not really serious compare to my bottom teeth...

It seem like very normal and i got a quite nice smile in every picture. However, the bottom part of my teeth is really crowded and in the wrong position if u're look me closer.

First of all, the Dr help me to do X-rays and impression of the teeth, and he said i have to extract out my 2 bottom teeth.. and i have to wear on the braces for 2 years to complete the braces treatment, and have to wear the retainer for another 2 more years after take out the braces.... And, it costly indeed . T.T

I had been extracted 1 teeth yesterday. Oh my god, it's my teeth....I am really not willing to do that at that time....

I dun dare to capture pic for that teeth also as i know that i will be very upset while i view the picture every time.

It not pain while extracted it out, but feel uncomfortable after the few more hours. I spend 1 and half hour to finished my lunch at mid valley after i came back from there. I have to eat slowly and slowly......

Got a such feeling while extracted out the teeth, i cant imagine at the day of wear on the bracesssss~~~~~~~

I have to extract one more teeth on coming weekend and will wear on the braces on the end of June.. Really hope everything that i am going to do and i am doing will go on smoothly and smoothly sincerely.......

Cant really smile laugher as i like after wear on the braces and have to said good bye to this smile for 2 years. Not willing to do that....

One more thing that i am not willing to do is i cant simply eat anymore...Arhhhh, goodbye buffet, goodbye nicer food ...I have to take care of the tooth once i decided to do the treatment.......

It's really quite long journey to complete the braces treatment...

But it's worth if it can align and straighten my teeth.....



Love the smile always ^^

Pulau Redang ♥ Life is so enjoyable

Wohoo, it's first update since i am come into the 4 months long term holiday.

Got a such feeling that it's not really a holiday for me because i am choose to work in an accounting firm at kl for 2 months and go for the exchange program for next 2 months. haha

It quite busy this few days as I have to work right after came back from Pulau Redang last weekend.

COME BACK TO PULAU REDANG ^^

I was dreamed to go for Redang since form 5. Finally, it realize in few days ago :)

Pulau Redang is a really amazing and beautiful island with tr transparent sea water, beautiful white powdery sand,perfect and great snorkeling in deep sea and marine park. I had a wonderful time at there,especially just finished the final exam and no any stress as well.

It a first time no need to spend any single $ for a trip.haha...

I was highly recommend the LAGUNA RESORT because they are well organized. The staff are warm and friendly for the good service, nice and tasty buffet at Sang Suria Restaurant and the comfort room.

There are a lots of activities at redang such as snorkeling, diving, spa, and others.

The main attraction is the nice beach. I am impressed with the transparent sea and the white powdery sand. There are different sea view at different time.

Other than that, it was snorkeling. haha.We were went 3 times to snorkeling, one is went to the deep sea and twice for marine park.

It really fun while snorkeling because feel that i am closer to the natural and beautiful environment. And there are a lots of species and colorful fish over there. One more things, it's beautiful coral !! They're absolutely beautiful.It's really have fun in snorkeling :)

In addition, the food at laguna resort was very delicious and fantastic. I loved it so much and looked forward to every meal. It's buffet style in every meal which are breakfast, lunch and dinner. The foods got western style, chinese style, malay style and so on, they're different everyday and I really enjoyed it.

BLUE SAND~ it really surprise because can saw the blue sand over there ^^

There is a live band at the beach side bar every night and we could dance at there and able to hear the music in our room.

It's really a long journey to go P. Redang, it takes 8 hours to reach the jetty and took around 2 hours to reach the resort. But , it really worth for this trip. Enjoyed it :)

Life is so enjoyable ♥


Laguna resort



1.30pm sea view

Snorkeling at deep sea ~ Beautiful and fantastic Coral


Snorkeling at marine park


Deep sea




6.30am sea view, waiting sunrise


6.45am sea view, still waiting sun rise


Finally, sunrise 7.00am :)



10.30am sea view


1.30pm sea view :)

T.T

BR ~ BR~ BR~ BR~

it's not really the delicious Baskin robbins....

It's Business Research !~

Just finished this paper on this afternoon T.T....

It's was a bad day :(

The questions are just straight forward, but just because of thinking too much ~

The answers were really crossed to my brain on that time, but i tot that was not the answers that lec want, it so blur and blank during exam, so end up, din write down the answers what i tot initially.

 but actually, it the answers !!

Finally, i do not know what i filled in the answer sheet, it only can feel that my hand was never stop during the 2 hours.

Feel sorry for who concern me :(

Feel sorry to my mom who will phone me frequently during my exam period, especially the exam day~  and concerned that " how was your exam just now ya?" As usual, she will definitely known the answer from my voice tone.

Feel sorry to my father who will sms to me everyday and ask :" lunch or dinner ady? remember take care urself, rest more and dun stress~

Feel sorry to myself especially...

 Due to the "surprise" in the peak period last year,  the pointer was dropped down dramatically, and the feeling was similar like dropped from heaven to hell. it's bad feeling indeed.

Someone told me, its not how low you fall, but how quickly you stand up again.

But i can said that what i learnt is to be what you are, try ur best and must do the best that we can because

"When we do the best what we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another" - Helen Keller

It is funny about life, Be ready ! Be aware ! Be happy !

P/s Its 1.20 am, sleeping mood now, but my brain was full of business income, employment income, taxation, relief, capital allowances,sales of good sections, hire purchase sections of commercial law, and the system cycle, planning, control and ERP of the Advance Accounting Information System . All of these was mix around and become rojak in my mind now..ZZ~

BTW,

 +U +U +U +U, do study smart  and

All the best in final exam :)

Good Night ^^

+ U

Kajang Satay !!

Finally ~~~ i can shouted that i have been Kajang and ate the Kajang Satay !!!!

Yieh~~~~~

I really feel shamed that i never been Kajang since i came to KL studied 2 years ago.

It a very  nice and comfortable memory with my buddies, Fit Fit Mr Soh and cute cute Jien May at Kajang.

It quite awesome!!excited !!! For have a buddies gathering like that.

Maybe is the reason that have to discuss, rush and submit 5 assignments during these 2 weeks, so it quite stress and been hate to do assignments. This is because i am the one who dislike to spend a lots of time in front of  laptop, even though dislike to watch movie or drama by using laptop >.<

I will headache~~~

Dang Dang Dang.....

Waiting Mr soh on 7.30pm after received his message :" will reach after 8 minutes."

Once more msg received after few more minutes : oh tidak, super jam now, cannot move d~

and msg from Jien May : buddy, very hungry lehhhhh~

Feel quite pity to Mr Soh because of the troubled in traffic jam around half an hour and Kajang really got a little bit FAR la. haha

I had waited around 25 minutes at coll. This is the first time that Mr Soh reached late, he alway punctual while we hanging out d.

So, 3 of us bring the super empty stomach go to Kajang.

It really feel good while the car moving out from Kl and we're on the way went to Kajang.

Ding Ding Ding~ We're reached 

The Kajang satay quite good and large compare to the normal satay which i ate before, and one more , it just cost RM0.60 for the chicken and beef satay !!!! it really cheap !!

and the Sauce ~~~ u have to mix it with the Sambal.. It really nice, awesome after u mixed :)

And we have a very GAY topic while we eating.  haha....

Durian ~~ We missed out !!!

The durian stall closed while we're on the way back. It' a little bit disappointed.

Got a such sad feeling while I am on the way back to KL because it feel that it the time to go back to the reality again. T.T 

Have to face reality and busier life again~

STOPPP!!No No No No !! I have to enjoy these coming 2 years as i am not graduate yet. 

Cant imagine that the life after i graduate. Would it be a boring and busier life which is work from 9am-6.30pm on weekday? and some more have to OT on weekend at KL ?

Clear the mind now ! I do not need to trouble in this question now. haha..Come back to my original topic ~

It really a fate that we can enter the same University, faculty, course and meet each others now. And it the fate that make us become buddies of each others. haha.

Some people plant in the spring and leave in the summer. They din manage to see the outcome . What i want to said is, You don need to stay forever, but at least stay until you see it through.

 I hope our buddies line wont be start on today, end up on the coming tomorrow.

Best wish for last long ^^

Cherish the fate and Appreciate it :)

SS+ing d May :)

3 years old Child?

                                               3 of us in a round circle, Nice ^^

                                                  It's Our Smile ^.^