不舍得

自从来了上海后好久没更新部落格了,现在要离开了,是时候把当下的感觉记起来了...记住了当下感觉与生活,未来就能回味回现在的感觉了..

时间像流水,匆匆的溜走,一去不复返...

只觉得十年前,我唯一可以浪费的就是时间,现在的我追着时间,十年后,我最需要的就是时间..

来了上海已经有六个星期了,感觉好像张开眼,到达了上海,泛了一眼,又将回到原始的现实世界-马来西亚..

再过2天就要去北京,然后回马来西亚了...

原本,应该去一个文化,语言完全不通的尔罗斯的,不过因为一些原因,最后就到了---上海

大概因为这语言通顺,文化还蛮接近的国家,所以在出发前没什么担心,带着真的很平常的心,搭上了那坐得腰酸背痛的air asia启程,飞了5小时多，来到这陌生的城市，看见了不一样的天空，开始了一个新,又不一样生活.

只能说,不舍得,这里的人,事,物...

在这里的日子,不是一般旅游的感觉,匆匆地来,匆匆地去,而是好像慢慢习惯了这城市的生活..

熟悉的搭地铁,公交车,走在人潮挤挤的地铁,街道上,出门,然后回家...

"南京东路到了,在坪地门完全打开后，请从左边车便下车，开门时请小心,注意脚下安全,"."we are now arriving at east nanjing road ".每天在地铁都会听见的,听得都几乎忘了怎样乘搭马来西亚的地铁了@@

在这里所认识了蛮多的朋友,有来自世界各国的,也有来自中国各地,上海的..一起生活,一起到处走,在一起的日子,一泛眼,就过了..

他们都很照顾我,不舍得离开也是因为这原因..这几天都在跟几位朋友做最后的道别..

道别真不好受,很不舍得的说..

总觉得,也许这一别,在这一生当中,不知道还有没有再见面的机会..

离开后,我又回到了另一个世界,好像发了一场梦一样,

梦醒了,又回到了那世界继续生活着..

这一别,不知道未来的我们会怎么样....

只能用"缘分"来形容...

它把不同世界,不同生活的你,两条平行线上行走的我们,有着交会的机会,让我们相遇在一起..很巧妙的,认识了,友情开始了..

再来也是"缘分",让我们再次回到没有你,我的生活里..

有个朋友说，在不舍得的情形下离开也许会是件好事，

让这份不舍得一直到永远，它会成为美好的回忆，

不要等到久了，倦了的时候才离开。。

感谢你们出现在我的人生里,添上了色彩,丰富了我的人生...

感谢你们，我生命中不一样的你们~

让它很不一样....

以后暮然回守,感谢你们的一切·..

这世界,还是很五彩缤纷的 ^^

想念你们..:)


等回到马来西亚整理好一切,有时间后,会回来更新在上海点点滴滴的..To be continue...

在一起的日子 ^^

在一起的日子 ^^

Braces 2

This is the third week after i wear on the braces.....

It actually not really pain like what i heard previously...haha..Touch wood ~~

The most trouble for me while wear the braces is i have to brush teeth very carefully everyday~

Dr said we have/must brush it in front mirror and take around 10 minutes to brush the teeth..

Maybe my brushes skill very good, or maybe I am very lazy, i only spend around 5 minutes to complete the process of brushes teeth every night..haha

One more thing is i have to silent while I eating because the food will stick on the braces alway~

It really ugly and trouble if the food stick on the braces and still talking wif friends~

So i am trying to improve my eating skill wif braces ~ hehe

Wish me success :)

But for now, put on the braces really doesn't bring any big trouble in my daily life..

Quite excited to feel and see that the teeth moving in my mouth~ lol..

2 years later, i will get off the braces ...

A great smile~~

Waiting for the day ♥

Braces smile 1 ~

Braces smile 2 ~

曾经

好久没坐在机车后座了...

刚才放了工,坐上了学姐的电单车,去了夜市..

坐在机车后座的我, 感觉好熟悉,回想到了那个曾几何时....

曾几何时,我也曾经像刚才那样坐在后座,只是前座是不一样的人,感觉....

曾几何时,喜欢坐在后座的那一小段日子,闻着前座骑着电单车被风吹来的味道..

曾几何时,那味道好熟悉....

慢慢的,他不再是前座,变成了在我的右手座..

那味道依然还是好熟悉..

但往事如烟,时光飞逝....

整个世界在变..

如今,景物尤在,人事已非,他已不再身边,

再也形容不出那味道,模糊了许多,许多....

Braces Treatment 1

Finally, i stepped out the first step to do the dental braces treatment.

I went to the orthodontist dental at pj yesterday and start my journey of braces treatment.

Actually mine upper teeth are not really serious compare to my bottom teeth...

It seem like very normal and i got a quite nice smile in every picture. However, the bottom part of my teeth is really crowded and in the wrong position if u're look me closer.

First of all, the Dr help me to do X-rays and impression of the teeth, and he said i have to extract out my 2 bottom teeth.. and i have to wear on the braces for 2 years to complete the braces treatment, and have to wear the retainer for another 2 more years after take out the braces.... And, it costly indeed . T.T

I had been extracted 1 teeth yesterday. Oh my god, it's my teeth....I am really not willing to do that at that time....

I dun dare to capture pic for that teeth also as i know that i will be very upset while i view the picture every time.

It not pain while extracted it out, but feel uncomfortable after the few more hours. I spend 1 and half hour to finished my lunch at mid valley after i came back from there. I have to eat slowly and slowly......

Got a such feeling while extracted out the teeth, i cant imagine at the day of wear on the bracesssss~~~~~~~

I have to extract one more teeth on coming weekend and will wear on the braces on the end of June.. Really hope everything that i am going to do and i am doing will go on smoothly and smoothly sincerely.......

Cant really smile laugher as i like after wear on the braces and have to said good bye to this smile for 2 years. Not willing to do that....

One more thing that i am not willing to do is i cant simply eat anymore...Arhhhh, goodbye buffet, goodbye nicer food ...I have to take care of the tooth once i decided to do the treatment.......

It's really quite long journey to complete the braces treatment...

But it's worth if it can align and straighten my teeth.....



Love the smile always ^^

Pulau Redang ♥ Life is so enjoyable

Wohoo, it's first update since i am come into the 4 months long term holiday.

Got a such feeling that it's not really a holiday for me because i am choose to work in an accounting firm at kl for 2 months and go for the exchange program for next 2 months. haha

It quite busy this few days as I have to work right after came back from Pulau Redang last weekend.

COME BACK TO PULAU REDANG ^^

I was dreamed to go for Redang since form 5. Finally, it realize in few days ago :)

Pulau Redang is a really amazing and beautiful island with tr transparent sea water, beautiful white powdery sand,perfect and great snorkeling in deep sea and marine park. I had a wonderful time at there,especially just finished the final exam and no any stress as well.

It a first time no need to spend any single $ for a trip.haha...

I was highly recommend the LAGUNA RESORT because they are well organized. The staff are warm and friendly for the good service, nice and tasty buffet at Sang Suria Restaurant and the comfort room.

There are a lots of activities at redang such as snorkeling, diving, spa, and others.

The main attraction is the nice beach. I am impressed with the transparent sea and the white powdery sand. There are different sea view at different time.

Other than that, it was snorkeling. haha.We were went 3 times to snorkeling, one is went to the deep sea and twice for marine park.

It really fun while snorkeling because feel that i am closer to the natural and beautiful environment. And there are a lots of species and colorful fish over there. One more things, it's beautiful coral !! They're absolutely beautiful.It's really have fun in snorkeling :)

In addition, the food at laguna resort was very delicious and fantastic. I loved it so much and looked forward to every meal. It's buffet style in every meal which are breakfast, lunch and dinner. The foods got western style, chinese style, malay style and so on, they're different everyday and I really enjoyed it.

BLUE SAND~ it really surprise because can saw the blue sand over there ^^

There is a live band at the beach side bar every night and we could dance at there and able to hear the music in our room.

It's really a long journey to go P. Redang, it takes 8 hours to reach the jetty and took around 2 hours to reach the resort. But , it really worth for this trip. Enjoyed it :)

Life is so enjoyable ♥


Laguna resort



1.30pm sea view

Snorkeling at deep sea ~ Beautiful and fantastic Coral


Snorkeling at marine park


Deep sea




6.30am sea view, waiting sunrise


6.45am sea view, still waiting sun rise


Finally, sunrise 7.00am :)



10.30am sea view


1.30pm sea view :)

T.T

BR ~ BR~ BR~ BR~

it's not really the delicious Baskin robbins....

It's Business Research !~

Just finished this paper on this afternoon T.T....

It's was a bad day :(

The questions are just straight forward, but just because of thinking too much ~

The answers were really crossed to my brain on that time, but i tot that was not the answers that lec want, it so blur and blank during exam, so end up, din write down the answers what i tot initially.

 but actually, it the answers !!

Finally, i do not know what i filled in the answer sheet, it only can feel that my hand was never stop during the 2 hours.

Feel sorry for who concern me :(

Feel sorry to my mom who will phone me frequently during my exam period, especially the exam day~  and concerned that " how was your exam just now ya?" As usual, she will definitely known the answer from my voice tone.

Feel sorry to my father who will sms to me everyday and ask :" lunch or dinner ady? remember take care urself, rest more and dun stress~

Feel sorry to myself especially...

 Due to the "surprise" in the peak period last year,  the pointer was dropped down dramatically, and the feeling was similar like dropped from heaven to hell. it's bad feeling indeed.

Someone told me, its not how low you fall, but how quickly you stand up again.

But i can said that what i learnt is to be what you are, try ur best and must do the best that we can because

"When we do the best what we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another" - Helen Keller

It is funny about life, Be ready ! Be aware ! Be happy !

P/s Its 1.20 am, sleeping mood now, but my brain was full of business income, employment income, taxation, relief, capital allowances,sales of good sections, hire purchase sections of commercial law, and the system cycle, planning, control and ERP of the Advance Accounting Information System . All of these was mix around and become rojak in my mind now..ZZ~

BTW,

 +U +U +U +U, do study smart  and

All the best in final exam :)

Good Night ^^

+ U

Kajang Satay !!

Finally ~~~ i can shouted that i have been Kajang and ate the Kajang Satay !!!!

Yieh~~~~~

I really feel shamed that i never been Kajang since i came to KL studied 2 years ago.

It a very  nice and comfortable memory with my buddies, Fit Fit Mr Soh and cute cute Jien May at Kajang.

It quite awesome!!excited !!! For have a buddies gathering like that.

Maybe is the reason that have to discuss, rush and submit 5 assignments during these 2 weeks, so it quite stress and been hate to do assignments. This is because i am the one who dislike to spend a lots of time in front of  laptop, even though dislike to watch movie or drama by using laptop >.<

I will headache~~~

Dang Dang Dang.....

Waiting Mr soh on 7.30pm after received his message :" will reach after 8 minutes."

Once more msg received after few more minutes : oh tidak, super jam now, cannot move d~

and msg from Jien May : buddy, very hungry lehhhhh~

Feel quite pity to Mr Soh because of the troubled in traffic jam around half an hour and Kajang really got a little bit FAR la. haha

I had waited around 25 minutes at coll. This is the first time that Mr Soh reached late, he alway punctual while we hanging out d.

So, 3 of us bring the super empty stomach go to Kajang.

It really feel good while the car moving out from Kl and we're on the way went to Kajang.

Ding Ding Ding~ We're reached 

The Kajang satay quite good and large compare to the normal satay which i ate before, and one more , it just cost RM0.60 for the chicken and beef satay !!!! it really cheap !!

and the Sauce ~~~ u have to mix it with the Sambal.. It really nice, awesome after u mixed :)

And we have a very GAY topic while we eating.  haha....

Durian ~~ We missed out !!!

The durian stall closed while we're on the way back. It' a little bit disappointed.

Got a such sad feeling while I am on the way back to KL because it feel that it the time to go back to the reality again. T.T 

Have to face reality and busier life again~

STOPPP!!No No No No !! I have to enjoy these coming 2 years as i am not graduate yet. 

Cant imagine that the life after i graduate. Would it be a boring and busier life which is work from 9am-6.30pm on weekday? and some more have to OT on weekend at KL ?

Clear the mind now ! I do not need to trouble in this question now. haha..Come back to my original topic ~

It really a fate that we can enter the same University, faculty, course and meet each others now. And it the fate that make us become buddies of each others. haha.

Some people plant in the spring and leave in the summer. They din manage to see the outcome . What i want to said is, You don need to stay forever, but at least stay until you see it through.

 I hope our buddies line wont be start on today, end up on the coming tomorrow.

Best wish for last long ^^

Cherish the fate and Appreciate it :)

SS+ing d May :)

3 years old Child?

                                               3 of us in a round circle, Nice ^^

                                                  It's Our Smile ^.^

Silent does't mean i have Nothing to Say

The night is bright, the moon is not full, but with a starlit sky, it was a perfect night. I was thinking as time transformed, which changes people in this world, and at the same time, we don't know what gonna happen at the next moment.

But, the life is still all about making choices every moment...and  i have own choices..

I have mine reasons for the every choices i make and go through..

It mine choices and decisions, please don't simply judge mine choice from your view of point as you don't know me .

and please, dun simply judge me as you like ~

I believed that everyone have their own perspective. So,i will only will rely upon myself because i have my right to color my life.

i dun care about how you judged me as you are not the one who really know me.

I will only ignore and neglected it .

I hate myself for don't know how too show the fake smile to others,

I hate myself for don't know how to hide the real feeling,

I hate myself for not being well social with others,

I hate myself for won't hide the tears that won't stop

I hate myself why i have to consider so much..

Just want to say, sometimes, being silent doesn't mean i have nothing to said. It just feel that there isn't anyone will listen and understand if i said it out.

It was no point and meaningless to mention anything if there isn't anyone will care and listen about it.

Life will just passed, u may choose to watch the time passed by, watch the changes of people and world which around you, watch the sun rise and sunset , and wait it to rise again..

And the life is, it still turning at the dark space no matter u are standing at the origin or run faster than others.

There is not a big deal .

Sometimes, i just want to silent, and it doesn't i have nothing to say .

I believe in do all things in love, keep ♥ in our heart.

                                                             Brave in Life :)

Dream and 4 digits number

My hp lost about 2 weeks ady.

Maybe the god wants to subsidized me to buy a new hand phone~

God, do u know it ? and want to help me also? want to give me some tips to won d money ? 

u had given me two chance in these 2 weeks in my dream.

but i am useless because i alway forgot something which important. 

It was a special dream for me.....

In the dream,  me and my father knew a gal ( she was pretty and was a modern malay).

 She went back my home and we treat her as a guests.

We are sitting at my living room. and she said she want to go toilet...

After she went out from toilet, she call her mother to tell her that the exactly location of my house's kitchen, toilet and other places~

I was feel weird at tat time why she and her mother want to know those things and the most terrible thing was after she hand up the phone, she said her mother ask where we put our KNIFE ~!!!!

wat the meaning and wonder why she ask this kind of thing ?!!! i was so nervous s at tat time and i dun noe where my father.  She went to our kitchen and took out the knife. 

I was just few steps from her. She said : " i wish to try the knife ."

The first sense come to my mind was RUN AWAY~ everything and feeling were so real.

I run to my staircase but she manage to catch me and she use the knife to stab into my heart, it my heart ! Exactly, it was so real !!

Wat was the feeling of my heart while stabbed by knife ?? it pain and hurt indeed, the feeling was so REAL ~ i can feel that i will die if my heart was boomed at that time...

While the knife was stabbed into my heart, i was helpless and looking up, the ceiling .. The miracle happened,  i saw the 4 digits at the ceiling, it was very similar with my hp number ( the knife still in my heart)..And i had a strong sense to this incident and keep to tell myself to remember and dun forget this number in my dream !!!! and lastly, my father appears and the dream appears also. 

lastly, i woke up..

i am remembered the dream but the most important 4 digits were vague after i woke up. i only can remember the last two number were 88. After that, i typed the msg to ask my father to buy 4D because of such nervous and horror dream. Initially, i wrote 4588 and 5488, i din send it out at tat time.  I am confused and i listed down the number on my book before i send the msg. and I add 1 more number. 

5488

4588

6488

Lastly, i was deleted the 4588, add the 6488 into the msg...

i am suddenly think back the number and i checked online just now. 

Da Ma Cai FIRST prize was 8854 !!!! it was exactly number from the backward. 

It was the number which i deleted !

I  was so unfortunately ...

It really unbelievable..

does't it really not belong to me?

Haha~ story come to the end ~

单身节 vs 情人节

真特别,

老天真的送了我一个单身节大礼~

超可爱,美丽的 lg ice-cream  在 14.2.2011 正式宣布下落不明啦~

                                                                White color ice cream :)

                                                              My Love ^^

与这ice-cream 的故事是这样开始的,

记得几年前当时电话坏了,没什么心情换电话,因为都觉得一直换电话是件很奢侈的事,

hp is our liability just like car~

所以呢,当时就列出了几个criterias,  没过几天,他就找到了这理想电话介绍给我.

所以终于在5.1.2009 那天把它带回家。

不知道为什么,对这电话有一种特别的感情,用它的时候超觉得它很适合我，很爱它  :)

用了两年,它竟然还好好的~

不过在12.2.2011 9pm ，

好象已经注定的一样，它注定被遗失，很巧妙的~~~

它真的被遗失了..

不过幸好,那个我很爱的号码,在情人节这天被我也回来了..

真无奈,在这节日还要特地去M.Valley 申请回号码,

不过,最好变成了与几个朋友在M.Valley 庆祝single day，看电影 ~

去看情侣拍拖~感觉还不错下下，没有比我想象的糟糕，哈哈..

一直以为可以用到大学毕业的电话不见了,就像一直以为能够和你牵着手走到永远的心情一样,

好像冥冥中已经注定了会失去一样，

就这样，突然间,不属于自己了..

时间过好快,快要一年了,会想问,你过得好吗?

应该不错吧~

如果当时什么都没发生,现在的我们会是怎样?

还记得第一次的情人节,我是在national service (NS)度过 ,

当时的我们也只能用电话联络,真可爱,很温馨,哈哈..

在这几年里,要衷心感谢他们一家人都对我很好,

尤其是他的妈妈的关心,

我还是很尊敬的她...

如今,

当他做了觉得对的选择时,我只能祝福他真的对了.

如今,

最熟悉的陌生人,

不能再与你同行,

听说，握了3年的手的是恋情，

握了5年的手才算是爱情，

所以，你是恋情吗？

那么，

就让这份恋情被带走的那一天,

不愿我们再遇见,

不愿它再被提起,

那最真实的梦幻,

就让它,

成为我们的纪念,

只有我知道,我的世界,曾经有过你的脸..

我们注定成为最熟悉的陌生人..

祝愿你,一切都顺利,

祝愿你,幸福快乐到永远 :)

                                                          
                                                    







 P/s: To the people who took mine hp accidentally  , plz treasure and love it

Happy Belated Birthday 10 January ^^

January is a busy month for me....That the reason why i update the blog during CNY, haha

it was busier for outing, shopping,entertainment with friends and so on coz we just open school, we have a lots of free time to enjoy before fight the war, haha.

Of course, we also spend a lot of money during this month.

10 January, is my birthday~ They said 21st is a big birthday for everyone,but for me, birthday bring the same meaning every year, no matter we 18, 19, 20 or 21~

I want to thank mine chat buddy for gift me a secret recipe Raspberry Cheese Cake, it was mine 2nd time to have it, it was totally difference feeling compare with the last year Raspberry Cheese Cake.

Finally, i went to Sunway to ice skating with my dearest freinds.wahaha.. It was mine first time to skate. Actually I am wonder we went to ice skate or ice walk.I were fall down twice during ice skate, it was totally pain, but i am enjoyed, wahaha. Thank for my friend who accompany me to spend money and ice skating even though u all dun noe how to ice skating.

After that, we went to eat steamboat instead of go full house~ wohooo.. I love steamboat and buffet last time, but now, steamboat is one of the reason that cause me become fat !So,i want to avoid it now.

I had meet alots of friends who same birthday with me since primary school, secondary school and University life as well. Is it 10 January is a very lucky day? haha 

Ah Fattt, who same birthday with me too. We know each other since mine first year, but me, Boon Kar and him become closer friend after QZH 5.We had pillow talk,goes for night market, eating together before. At first, we plan to go Tao buffet for the celebration. I want to try Tao because i heard that Tao was tasty than Jogoya~ But, the plan failed. We went to steamboat at Subang again with Ah fatt' friends and Boon Kar . They all are nice, sweet friends and i am very happy to meet and noe them. During that 2 hours, they said i came from Mars because of my speaking speed, they din manage to catch what i talking about. What ?!!! But i was not the first time ady, some of mine friends also faced this problem during chit chat with me. Wish that it wont happen again next time la~

Next,it was a nice memories with Xiao Ken them.She was my college senior and we were same birthday too ^^. Because of cc daddy, GKC supervisor, yee hoong and bee bee them, i had  snow flake at Subang Jaya. It was a tasty and difference snow flake.I am enjoyed After that, we had cake in front of Sunway Pyramid Field. It was so romantic, special and nice experience to celebrate birthday. haha

And,I want to thank my roomate, Sprite ~ She treat me to eat ViVo pizza yieh~
I had a cheese rice, it was tasty and can compare with Kimgary.

It was a difference and memorable 21st birthday for me,and i will remembered always in my life because It was once in my life.

Thank you my friends sincerely and ♥ it very much ^^


I wish all my wishes will come true and

Happy always ^^ 

                                  Ice Skating

 

                          ♥ this pic the most. Steamboat at Subang!

                                   Snow Flake with milk :)

                                       Snow flake

                                 thinking? dreaming ?haha

                                   Me and Xiao Ken ^^

                                   Nice pic ^^

                                 Raspberry Cheese Cake

                                     21 years old Gold Key

                                              Gold Key 2

                                           SK Jewellery Necklace :)

                                           Pull and Bear shirt ^^

新年快乐

2010 年过去了，回首这一年，

发生了很多事，许多事都变了，

平平凡凡，有悲伤，有快乐得度过每一天，

但我却好像在原地踏步，不肯向前，

为自己设下的梦因为自己在原地踏步还没实现到，

机会曾经在我面前,但错过了,

但愿那个机会再来时,不再退缩,

但愿我能带着这个梦在这一年起飞,

心想, 它还会远吗？

他们说，

那不就是人生吗？

有舍，才有得。

2011年 的第一天~

要开心, 所谓,

新的一年，新的开始，wuhoo~

心血来潮，用photoshop 做了张简单的我们一家的日历。。

虽然它很普通，但却有纪念价值~

一个女生，长大了，去外面看世界了，带着梦想去旅行，

跌倒了，自己学会站起来，因为她有家人，

但又很少回来这从小到大的家，

但希望这日历能成为一个纪念他们的信物。。

日历差不多要大功告成了，等下拿去print 然后再laminate 就可以了的说 :)

一个人走得再远，也应该在适合的时候回头看看那个最初的自己。

今天，一个朋友对我说，船到桥头自然直，桥不直的话就跳下去游泳，总有雨过天晴的一天

这句话很有意思。

所有的人，事，物，都会过去，黑夜来了，黎明还会远吗？

我想不会~

新的一年，但愿我不会再 dai sai~

新的一年, 但愿我    ♥心想事成  ♥

新的一年, 但愿我   ♥ 万事如意  ♥

新的一年, 但愿所有的人身体健康，幸福快乐到永远。

2011,  我准备好了  I  am ready，你呢？

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2011 CAlendEr ^^